Phoenix Afternoon

After we finished our celebratory lunch in Phoenix, then it was off to to another interview. It was a podcast called Dragon Page. As with most interviews, you have one, or two names tops, an address, and some background on what they do, if you’re lucky. Our driver dropped us off, and waited in the car.

We rang the doorbell of a nice suburban home. The inside was wonderfully neat and tidy. I am such a cluttery person that neatness always impresses me. They had a yellow-naped Amazon parrot sitting on the open door of it’s cage, very quiet and well behaved. I have a real fondness for yellow napes, since I owned one for many years. We walk in and are introduced to our hostess, then taken to the back yard where our hosts are sitting outside enjoying the lovely weather. One of the men that stands up, is Mike Stackpole. Michael A. Stackpole, who happens to be one of Jon’s favorite authors, and also, as it turns out, one of Charles’s favorites, too. Mike is one of the regular on air personalities for the show.

Mike and I knew each other when, even sharing an agent at one time. I think it’s been about nine years since we’d seen each other in person, at least to talk at any length. Jon did the whole fanboy thing for Mike. Charles played it more cool. But later they both said, "Warn us if we’re going to meet one of our favorite writers." They said this, separately, and darn near in unison.

"I can’t warn you, if I don’t know. I didn’t know Mike was going to be there." It seemed like defense enough.

But in all honesty, I’d have known to warn Jon, but though I can now order food at almost any restaurant for Charles, I don’t know his favorite authors. Touring with someone is a strange kind of intimacy. You learn all sorts of things that are usually reserved for closest friends and your sweetie, but there are entire volumes of information that never come up. Things that your closest friend, or real sweetie, would know. One of those bits of info would be favorite authors. I mean I know some of his preferences on books, but not, by any means, all of them. I told him he’d just have to give me a list of people to warn him before we meet them. Of course, that only works if I know the person will be there ahead of time. Sometimes I get surprised, too, like in Phoenix. But it was a pleasant surprise. Good to see Mike again.

The show was fun in that way of good interviews; a lot of shared laughter, good questions, and time to give more than the short answer. Besides, Mike, I had three other people on microphone with me; Michael R. Mennenga, his Wife Lorri and Summer Brooks. I think the most I’ve been interviewed by at one time was three before this. But it didn’t feel crowded, not physically, or in any other way. It was just fun. They’ve invited me back, and I’ll be happy to do a return trip.

Jon took the whole surprise more in stride. I asked him about that later, and he said, "Within the first two years of being together I sort of got used to it." He reminded me that one of the first conventions we ever went to as a working couple, he got to meet Terry Brooks, Barry B. Longyear, and Terry Prachet. I guess, Jon did get thrown into the deep end of the pool for someone who loves to read. I wonder how long it will take Charles to take it all in stride, too? Probably longer, because Jon wasn’t just going on the road with me, but living every day in a house where you never knew who would be calling, or e-mailing. The total immersion theory gets you over the shock sooner, I think. Though, frankly, there are days when I still go, "Wow, this really is my life. Cool."

Darla wanted me to mention that the radio interview with John Carney is up. Here’s the address: The Carney show for 5/27/08 (First Hour) There’s more to his show.

Celebrating

It’s up on the New York Times website. Official in writing, on the web, BLOOD NOIR is #1.
I have to say that I damn near had a panic attack last night after I published the blog announcing it. Why? Because, I’m visually oriented. I hadn’t “seen” it, only heard it, so it wasn’t as real to me. I think I thought that talking about it would make it less real, or something. Funny, what issues you find inside your head.
Now, it’s in print, at least virtually, and I feel more peaceful. It feels more real, because I can see it. Weird, but true. How did we celebrate? All my friends, and family that we’ve told, want to know how we’re celebrating, or, they end by saying, “Go celebrate, or we should celebrate.” We should; we did.
They are cautioning me to celebrate, because they all know me. I tend to skip the celebration and get back to work. I admit that. But we did celebrate, honest. How?
We were in Phoenix when we got the news, and we had planned to celebrate that evening. Maybe we’d go out to one of the fine restaurants in town, or, well, so many ways to celebrate. My publisher would have sent us champagne but by now, they know I don’t drink. Roses do not travel on the plane, but my agent Merrilee Heifitz, made sure they were waiting for us when we got home. Chocolate, too. Hmm, candy and roses, cool. But that first night, we ended up not feeling completely well, and my mood was off. None of us, and that includes Charles, wanted to go out. It was, very much, a let’s hibernate feeling. By lunch the next day, I was ready to celebrate. I was ready to let myself enjoy the news. Of course, I would pick a time when we had a day full of interviews and a signing that night, so there was no time to do it up big.
Our driver, David, found us a nice restaurant nearby after we had finished a stock signing, at The Bent Cover. Hello, to Rob and Baby. Thanks for the icy mocha. Charles got to go book shopping while Jon and I signed stock. He found several books that were out of print and he was very happy to find. (Neither Jon, nor I, remember the book titles. We’d have to call Charles at home and ask. Since we just dropped him off to his wife and kids yesterday, I think we’ll wait to call and ask about the books.)
But back to lunch; it was P.F. Chang’s, which is a restaurant chain, but still lovely for all that. David dropped us off, and the three of us had lunch. We drank a toast to the good news, with our tea of choice. The food was good, the conversation entertaining, and I finally began to relax, and let myself enjoy the good news. Then, we got our fortune cookies. I swear to you, no joke, my fortune cookie read, “You will be very successful in your business.” No, really, it did.
How cool is that? We actually saved the fortune. I’m debating on whether to frame it, and if I do, do I frame it with the page from the New York Times with BLOOD NOIR on it? Would that be too hoakie?

Blood Noir is #1 on the New York Times Bestseller List!

BLOOD NOIR is number one on the New York times hardback fiction list, it will be in the paper itself on the week of June 15th. It will be on line soon, or is on line as I type this. We are the number one bestselling fiction book in the country this week. We’re #2 on the USA Today list behind THE LAST LECTURE, which is nonfiction. Which means we are the top selling fiction book in the country right now. I’d hoped, but these kinds of numbers . . . what can I say, but, wow. I know I should be all cool about it, and say something witty, but my honest first response when my editor Susan called to tell me, was, “You’re shitting me.”
Yeah, that was what I said. I couldn’t believe it. I’d let myself want it, and hope for it, but to actually get it was amazing. There are some pretty heavy hitters on the list right now, so I was almost afraid to hope too hard. You know, the harder you hope, the more you want, the bigger the let down if you don’t get something. But we did get it.
I was excited, and beside myself, and damn near dazed with the news. Now, we just got off a plane and are home. We had an incredible event in Phoenix. I’ll blog about it in more specifics later, but tonight’s blog is about the news. BLOOD NOIR, Jason’s book, is number one. How cool is that?
Thanks to everyone that bought the book. I wrote it, but it is on the list because you guys are buying it and reading it. From me and my imaginary friends, thank you.

Ann Arbor, Michigan

Thanks to everyone that made us feel so welcome in Ann Arbor, Michigan last night. Estimates at the crowd are anywhere from three hundred to four hundred.
We ended up icing my arm for a little while in the middle. I answered more questions while I did it, which gives you, the fans, a little more time, while I do what needs doing so I can sign again the next time.
I’ve been skaving off from the weight lifting and I’ve really felt it in these first two events. I’ve promised myself that by the time the next book comes out I’ll have hit the gym faithfully and be able to do the signings with more robustness on my arm’s part.
We saw several faces from the last time we were in Ann Arbor. You guys helped us figure out that it was 2003 when we were in your lovely town last. So, it has been awhile. We saw a lot of faces we’ve met around the country, but we also saw a lot of first timers. People who’ve been reading the books for years, but hadn’t been able to make it to a signing. We met people that had only been names on My Space. We also met people that just found the books in the last little bit. So, welcome to everyone.
We got out of the event around a little after 11:00. Then it was time for us to stumble back to the hotel, get something to eat, and try for some sleep. Tomorrow night, we’ll be in Phoenix, Arizona. See you there.

We’ve been Wanged

The world can be a cozy, little place. Fans made me aware of the comic and news bit below, as my husband, Jon, was listening to the pod cast that Tycho mention in the same news bit. It was all even funnier because we were listening to their stuff as they were blogging about ours. [Jon here: I Apologize for not getting the format fo the PA post perfect. I’m a little busy getting ready for tomorrow’s flight.]

Tycho

Monday, June 2 2008 – 12:00 AM
by: Tycho

Yes, it’s a real series.

Presented here, without comment, are real things from the Wiki synopsis of same. They are real. Technically I think that makes these spoilers, but I hope that exposing you to small, inert portions of the series is something like an immunization. Imagine that each note presented here has a toothpick in it, and should be eaten in a single bite.

  • In the tenth book, Narcissus In Chains, Anita "develops the ardeur, a rare power seen only in vampires of Jean-Claude’s bloodline, after Jean-Claude used it to "feed" through her. Although this power allows Anita to draw energy from lust, it also requires her to have sex multiple times per day, at least in its early stages."
  • Also in book ten, it’s crucial to note that Anita "accepts … her romantic relationship with Richard is finally over. She is still the Lupa of the Thronos Rokke clan, but also becomes its Bolverk."
  • A blood test at the end of book thirteen reveals that "whilst she is not a lycanthrope, she is a carrier of at least four types of the lycanthropy virus: wolf, leopard, lion, and one so far unidentified but potentially tiger."
  • In book fifteen, "Anita also leaves her former allies, the werelions, to potential death. At a point where Anita and many of her other allies were injured, she asks to have sex with the werelion Rex Joseph so that she could gain the power to heal without the Munin. The Rex refused because he is married and values being faithful to his wife. Also there were rumors spread about Anita by the lions she refused because they weren’t powerful enough for her inner lion."

I am about to talk about tabletop roleplaying. Technically, that should put me below Anita Blake author Laurell K. Hamilton in the Geek Hierarchy, but her sins are grave. Some of her sins literally involve graves. Hopefully I’ll squeak by.

We’re putting up the adventure we played a couple weeks ago as a series of podcasts, which Gabe mentioned. Playing D&D with Gabe and Scott while they drew the adventure scene by scene was something I never expected to happen, ever, and I’m glad that we were able to put this thing together. Once he figured out that you have a lot of say in the kind of game D&D is, he began to enjoy it a lot more. Our average level of experience at the table and the fact that our party size was a little low created some problems for us mechanically, but it’s something I would kill to do again. Gnolls, preferably.

The system is very different than previous iterations, in my opinion wonderfully so. Third and three-point-five are clear iterations of previous efforts, and by comparison fourth packs up the old ways very tightly and then kicks them through the uprights, scoring in the process. This took a long time for me to get my head around. Clerics that heal allies by hitting enemies? Spells cast at will, and not from a memorized list? They broke with bad traditions while retaining the iconic stature of the classic archetypes – but these aren’t the classes you remember. Or the races.

Those who crave the simulation elements of the game will be able to pick up on a rule or two, but we were a group that was going to naturally lean toward the story side. Hopefully you’ll still find something in it to savor.

(CW)TB out.

burned down like a written sin

As for sins of geekiness, well I’ve married twice, both times to gamers. Of the men I’ve dated I think only three haven’t been gamers. There’s just something about gamers that almost guarantees they are imaginative, well-read, and just plain bright. All qualities that I really like in a man. It helped that I was a gamer, myself, in the day. But as I sing the praises of gamers, let me add one note of caution. Make certain your gamer would rather spend time with a real, flesh and blood girl, than the square-headed girlfriend. (the computer.)

Most gamers are nice, red-blooded, and eager, but you do get the odd one that would rather game than date. Avoid those, and geeks rule.

[Jon again: I’ve loved PA for a long time, and I’ve introduced Laurell to the joys of PA. Her favorites? The Turkey Trilogy & Armadeaddon: Dark Genesis. Follow both story-lines to their end. Its worth it.]

Art, Death, and Comedy

Jason Pollock passed away, as most of you already know. He was a giant of art in this country and in the world. He helped define the modern era. But he was someone I admired from a distance. There is power in his art, but it captured my mind, not my heart. Art touches you in different ways. Some of it goes for your emotions, for me Pollack’s art hit my head, not my heart, but you couldn’t look at his art and not have it impact you somewhere. His passing, seems to diminish things.
Then Robert Aspirin died, and that was closer to home. His MythAdventure books were some of the first books that my ex and I shared. We didn’t read them to each other, but we traded them back and forth. Dueling bookmarks, until one of us gained a head of steam and devoured the book making the other wait. We were poor college students, or just after college, still poor, so we couldn’t afford the luxury of buying a book a piece.
I heard Aspirin read from one of his books at a convention. I no longer remember if it was Capricon, or World Fantasy, or even, the World Science Fiction Convention, but I remember the reading. He did voices for his different characters. A talent that I still have not mastered, and have pretty much given up on. The book was one of the MythAdventure books, so it was funny to begin with, but his reading made it funnier. He had that comedy timing down. It was a wonderful experience, marred only by the chain smoking that he did. I hadn’t seen that much smoke outside of a busy bar. I sat near the back, and breathed in the smoke, as did the room full of other people. We all thought hearing him read was worth the smoke. It was. This was before I got allergy induced asthma, now I couldn’t have sat through it, and breathed.
My ex is reading the MythAdventure books with our daughter, Trinity. I haven’t told her that Aspirin passed away. I read hundreds of books and didn’t know the fate of their author, and I think I’ll leave it that way. A little piece of joy has gone from the world to know that there will be no more Robert Aspirin books.
They say that deaths go in threes, and sometimes they do. Number three on this list is Harvey Korman. Remember him from the Carol Burnett show? I loved that show. Every Saturday of my child one of my priorities was being able to watch Carol and the gang make us all laugh. Harvey Korman was the long suffering straight man, except as with all the best straight men, he was hilarious, too. Would Tim Conway have been so funny without Harvey to play off of? Maybe, but Harvey Korman was a perfect comedy foil for Carol Burnet, and Tim Conway, and Vicki Lawerence, and all their guest stars.
One of my daughter’s favorite movies stars Harvey Korman. “Dracula: Dead and Loving It,” is written by Mel Brooks, who also plays Van Helsing. Harvey is his usual understated self, and it just flat works.
I don’t know if I have the words to tell you what the Carol Burnett show meant to me as a child. The whole Saturday night line up back then, was magical, but it was her show, Carol’s show, that really made the weekend for me. I understand why people think they know the actors on television shows so well. It is an illusion, because they aren’t their characters, or their television persona’s, but I remember that feeling that Carol, Tim, Vicki, Lyle, and Harvey, were my friends. They made me smile when I was down. They made me feel better about myself. That is magic, not the grab a wand kind, but magic all the same.
Jason Pollack made the world a bigger place for me. There was something about his art that just made my mind think things it hadn’t thought before, and see things in ways that I hadn’t seen before.
Robert Aspirin made me laugh, and helped bring my first husband and I a lot of joy. It actually helped make us a couple, our shared love of his books. Now, our daughter is discovering them, and the happiness just keeps going. Aspirin said, in an interview that the MythAdventure books were inspired, in part, by a marathon of Bob Hope and Bing Crosby road movies. Is there any happier beginning than that for a fantasy series?
Harvey Korman never knew me, and even if he had lived another hundred years, we probably never would have met, but he was my friend when I was a little girl. His talent made me laugh, helped me like myself better, and see that you didn’t have to be perfect to be loved. Does that seem too much for a comedy show? It isn’t, or wasn’t for me. Every Saturday night, that magic box in the living room had my friends on it, and for an hour a week things were better.
Fair winds and a following sea to all of you guys. You are all missed by people you either never met, or wouldn’t remember. But we remember you, with fondness and respect for your talents, and your gifts to us all.

Fan Video

One of the fans recorded the Q & A at the first signing with a PSP. It’s amazingly good video quaility. Technology never ceases to impress me, intimdate me, but still impress me. Since we didn’t record it, we were okay with her putting it up on her website. Here’s the address if you want to see what you missed.
Laurell K Hamilton Book Signing 05/27/08 Part 1-4
Laurell K Hamilton Book Signing 05/27/08 Part 2-4
Laurell K Hamilton Book Signing 05/27/08 Part 3-4
Laurell K Hamilton Book Signing 05/27/08 Part 4-4

Three days until first Flight

I’ve gotten better about the whole plane phobia, I didn’t really freak until right now, about three days ahead. Jonathon requested I not save all the freaking until the day before, because it was too much stress to shovel in just twenty-four hours. So, at his request, I’ve decided to stop holding it all in check and let ‘er rip.
“AAAAAHHHHHH!” There, the inarticulate scream is out of my system.
What to do to stay calm? Hmm. It’s either more gardening, or shopping. Not for clothes or normal girl stuff, but for stones, jewelery, or animal stuff. I have to be really careful when I’m this stressed or we end up with new pets, and with three dogs, one indoor fish, and innumerable outdoor fish, we don’t need more pets. We really don’t. No, honest, we don’t. (I’m trying to convince myself.) I find nothing initially lowers the stress level like a puppy, of course, the subsequent days of potty training, obedience training, and trying to integrate a fourth dog into our pack raises the stress level. Watch Cesar Millan on “Dog Whisperer”, and you’ll see what I mean. Just because the three dogs we have get along doesn’t mean the fourth will. We learned that when we added Pippin to our pack, while Jimmy was still with us. Pip was great as a wee pup with everyone, then he got a little older, and he and Jimmy went at loggerheads. Jimmy wouldn’t give up being top dog, and Pip thought that out weighing him by double his body weight and double his height, that should have won him some respect. Jimmy disagreed. We got things calmed down, and worked with everyone, but it taught us that that cute little puppy is going to grow into a grown-up dog and if it’s not a breed you’re familiar with, you may have a learning curve.
We’d had pugs, and half pugs, but Pip is only one quarter pug, one quarter Brittany, and half Boxer. The Brittany seems to make him fearful of novelty, and gun shy. The Boxer makes him very physical, and he can jump like no one’s business. I’m used to Pugs, they can be fast, and can jump, but they aren’t exactly gazelle like. Pip is very deer and gazelle, as he dashes through the house. I thought that part pug would even it out, but though it’s made him a little calmer then 100 % of Boxer, he’s really a Boxer in a slightly more svelte package. I now have about every book on Boxers out there, plus books designed to teach you how to train your Boxer. Just because you’re something of an expert on one breed doesn’t mean you will be an expert on a totally different breed. And part pug is not the same as half pug. I have to say that Pip is either going to win us to never adopting anything less than at least fifty percent pug, or, every once in a while, we get crazy and think maybe we’ll get a whole Boxer. That inclination usually passes, but every once in awhile . . .
By the way, it’s not the Boxer’s fault that we think it’s too much dog for us. It’s totally our fault. Any, large, physical dog needs more attention and more exercise than a smaller less physical dog. One book describes the Boxer motto as, “Airborne and Loving It,” I’m more couch potato and fairly happy. Boxer, especially young ones are not couch potatoes. Sometimes on our walks Pip will try to follow a passing jogger, as if, “Please, take me with you.” He’s so physical, so athletic. Is it wrong to feel like your dog deserves a more physically fit owner?
But this week, I was going through that shelve and pile of books-to-be-read, and I found something on the shelf of dog books. A desk calender, totally unwritten in, clean and new as the day I purchased it. I bought it for the pictures, as I often do when I’m researching. But the date on this calender was 1998. I wasn’t researching the topic of this calender that long ago. Have you guessed? Yeah, it’s a Boxer desk calender. Pictures of Boxers of all ages and sizes, colors; page after page. Pip is only five, so the calender was purchased years before we ever thought we might get a Boxer. But, apparently, it was on my mind, even then.
Sometimes in life, you don’t get what you planned on, or what you wanted, but what you needed. Pip was supposed to be a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, or another pug. Both small dogs, and closer to personalities that I was more familiar with, but, instead we visited Granite City APA to just see how they’re doing. I try to check all the charities we supports periodically. But they had a roomful of abandoned puppies, it was like puppy pheromone heaven. I just didn’t have enough fight in me, to not bring home a puppy. I soooo, have to stay away from the rescue groups for awhile. We did the puppy testing to see how dominant he was, or was not, and he’s a great dog. There are just days when I wonder if he wants to be with a different family, one that agility trains with him, or runs with him, then he’ll jump up and sit in the window like some huge black cat, gazing out at the world, and I think, “If we were more structured would we let him on the back of the couch? Would we let him curl all sixty pounds of him in our laps? Would this more organized family have someone home with him all day, and have pack mates for him to play with?” Trust me, to let my own dog make me feel insecure. Of course, maybe it’s just the nerves. Stupid plane. No, lovely plane, I mean, it’s not personal, you wonder of technology, please don’t take it personally, and fly, nicely, safely, for us next week.
But I think there’s something about Boxers, some lesson, that I need to learn. Maybe, it’s that they are one of the happiest breeds around. They always have that laughing, panting smile, and those mischievous eyes. Pip has that more worried pug/Brittany thing going on. But I think what I need is to embrace my inner Boxer and get more physical and more up-beat. “Airborne and Loving It!” Who me?

Anxiety and roses

I’m sitting here waiting for the tea to finish brewing. Mary, my mother-in-law, Trinity and I have just finished deadheading the roses in the back. They’re clipping some for bouquets now while I do tea, because we’re supposed to get a huge storm this afternoon and it will beat the roses to pieces. After tea, we’ll work on the roses in front. I finally embraced the whole, I love roses, this year, and just went a little crazy adding like ten new plants. But they are beautiful, but like many beautiful things they are also higher maintenance. But well, worth the trade, I think.
We’ve just come back from Trinity’s graduation. Good to have gone, but exhausting, they didn’t have enough chairs. We stood for over two hours. You can walk for that long, but just standing is harder work.
We did lunch all of us together, and now we’re gardening.
I realize that some of you guys expect me to be all Addam’s family in my daily life, and I have my moments, but when it comes to every day life and dealing with the kiddo I go for something a little more mundane. Besides, I love roses, and color in my garden. I love the few black flowers you can find, but I’m never quite willing to do a black and white garden when red exists in the world, and blue, and yellow, and purple.
Since I can’t concentrate on my own writing today, I’ve decided to do all the things I’ve been putting off like dead heading the roses. If you let them start making rose hips, then they stop making flowers. Late in the season we’ll stop clipping and let the rose hips form because deep in winter when there is very little food for the berry eaters, the rose hips have been frozen and thawed to the point where I think they must be sweeter, because that is when everything starts eating them. Or maybe the birds and squirrels and other small furries are just out of other options by then. But I prefer to think that the rose hips are saved like some special treat until frost and snow and winter’s cold has made them like ripe treats to be savored.
I had always believed that what made me unable to write was being on tour, but nope, apparently just having BLOOD NOIR hit the shelves and doing one event is enough to throw me. Interesting. I find it almost impossible to write on tour. I know writers that swear that they work every night in their hotel room. They must get in earlier from events than I do, or just need less sleep.
Well, tea is ready to be drunk. Then I’ll trim some more roses. Anything to keep moving, and not think too hard. To use a quote that I grew up hearing, “I’m as nervous as a long tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs.”
It was wonderful to finish the kick-off event and not have to get on a plane the next day, but I’m beginning to think that I might as well have gone on tour for all the good I’m doing myself. Except for the whole seeing Trinity do all her school stuff which is important, but I really thought that I’d be able to keep working this week, too. Live and learn, I guess.

A Case of Nerves

Some of you have asked why we aren’t going out on tour this week. We usually do the first signing here in St. Louis then the next day we’re on a plane to the next stop on the tour. This time, we’re waiting a week. Why?
Two answers, really. One, Charles and his family had scheduled their vacation and couldn’t move it, when my publisher decided to change the lay down date on BLOOD NOIR. I requested that we keep the travel on the original week so that Charles could accompany us. The powers that be in New York agreed, and there you have it.
Second answer, is that when we started looking at events in our everyday life that would be missed if we moved the travel to the new week, this week, there was a long list. Trinity’s spring show case. We got to see her do her first solo. Jon and I were very happy we did not miss it. Tomorrow is Trin’s graduation from her grade, and again, glad we’re here. Though, when I was in school there were no graduations for lower grades. You got one senior year of high school, and maybe eighth grade, and that was it, until college. But, these days, you get graduations even from kindergarten. Regardless of how I feel about the need for a gradation from the lower grades, I’m still glad to be home to see our daughter go through the ceremony. That whole milestone thing.
It’s funny, if Charles hadn’t had the vacation planned, would I have checked in time? Or would I have not thought about it? He is our security, but sometimes on the trips, and now, he’s our second look. That person that helps you check things out a little more completely, so you don’t miss the important things.
I have to admit when a new book comes out that I get distracted. It makes my absent-minded artist thing a little more intense. News from New York about how the book is doing comes in, and is exciting and nerve wracking. BLOOD NOIR is doing amazingly well. The news is very good, and very anxiety provoking. Why does good news make me anxious? Just my own little special brand of weird, and not the happy kind. No, the kind that sends you to a therapist or the gym. I’ve promised myself before the next book release we’ll have a heavy bag here at home. Right now, I’m so out of practice that I’m afraid I’d sprain a wrist and be unable to sign your books. Which would so suck, so I’ll leave the heavy hitting until safely after tour.
All this to say, that the hoopla around a book release messes with my attention. It distracts, teases, torments. I try to ignore it all and keep writing, but I fail. The few days before a book release I’m useless. I managed to get a few pages written long hand today, but mostly I dither, and call people in New York and use up their time and mine. I can’t sit still. Can’t not poke at the whole process. But right this minute, I’m going to bed. Sleep sounds good. Though the whole nervous energy thing does make actual sleep problematic.